The
essential spirit of exploration
The spirit of exploration is the
most essential force behind the evolution of intelligence. This spirit
of exploration is a force of nature that evolves as an integral part of
nature's web of life. The spirit of exploration grows within all
living creatures - seeking ways to create more complex and spiritual
forms of senses, awareness, feeling and intelligence. Each
impulse of exploration has the potential to take us outside the realm
of conditioned
thought and emotion - beyond the domain of mind dominated by habitual
expectation, conditioned response, robotic-like behaviors. You will
discover new kinds of awareness, senses, creativity, energies and
intelligence beyond the realm of conditioned thought - but these
discoveries can only be made when you follow this spirit of exploration
within you.
This spirit of exploration is present
in just about all kinds of living creatures. It's influence is felt in
many dimensions -
it's presence is found at every scale of existence - from the scale of
DNA up to the scale of living planetary systems.
Without this impulse towards
exploration the human race would still be primitive entities.
Occasionally we are inspired to explore the unfamiliar, the
new, the unknown, the mysterious. The most influential innovations have
come from this attraction to the unknown - to a willingness to explore
beyond the boundaries of the known - to question the familiar.
This spirit of exploration has led to new ways of seeing things
and new ways of handling knowledge. It is the thing that nurtures
higher forms of intelligence.
The
tentativeness and incompleteness of knowledge and belief
No matter how
thorough the analysis, all knowledge is riddled with
uncertainties.
Beliefs are riddled
with even more uncertainty. It is by exploring the limitations and
uncertainties of our knowledge that we make improvements to our
world
model. Such exploration demands a willingness to meaningfully question
even our most fundamental and most treasured assumptions. The outcome
of your journey of
questioning and exploration is a better understanding of the nature of
knowledge and belief. This is the way to nurture a deeply spiritual
wisdom.
Knowledge grows and it's growth relies
heavily on organic processes. If we have noble intentions, and if it is
feasible, we try to shape our knowledge to accurately model the world.
But no matter how hard we try, no matter how accurate our knowledge
becomes in some highly specific areas - there will always be
substantial inaccuracies, vast realms of incomplete knowledge and all
that we know will always be tainted with some degree of uncertainty.
Our ability to acquire knowledge depends on the
ways that organic structures within the brain
and body adapt and grow. When you memorize and organize information,
your brain
creates tracks of neural impressions. Our brain contains a complex web
of these neural tracks - shaped by our experiences, by the ways we
have learned to learn and
adapt, and by the ways we accept and reject
beliefs.
Our ability to analyze, organize and re-organize memory is the key to
building our world model. Human language and communications allow us to
evaluate each others experiences, world models, perspectives, and
beliefs.
Scientific knowledge evolves through constant criticism, reshuffling
and adaptation of our world models through shared exploration and
analysis of measurements. Human knowledge tends to be less adaptive to
measurement, being shaped more by survival and emotional forces.
Scientific knowledge uses technology to extend the reach of the senses.
Human knowledge relies on evolution to develop our organic senses of
touch, smell, taste, hearing, sight, sense of balance, sense of
temperature, and other senses. Inwardly we evolve an awareness of
bodily, mental, and emotional processes - these are also senses.
An honest scientist will acknowledge that there are limitations with
all measurements and analysis. We need to understand the boundaries of
knowledge. This understanding is as essential as the contents and
origins of our
knowledge. Beyond these boundaries our specialized knowledge will
be less applicable - less accurate - less able to help us deal with our
experiences in
the world outside those boundaries. As we explore more, we discover
more boundaries to our world model. As time progresses, science
develops world models that seem stranger and weirder compared to our
basic human-survival-based world models.
In contrast to knowledge - our belief
systems are nurtured within an environment where we have lower
expectations for proof or for consistency with real world data and
experiences.
Our beliefs generally come from those people who have the most
influence on us. When we adopt a belief system, we generally give up
meaningful criticism of it's basic premises. Emotional
conditioning - from culture, family, religion - has forged our
acceptance of belief systems. The emotions of fear, rage, greed and
hate are readily aroused when our precious basic premises are even
slightly challenged. Emotional forces are
an integral part of many belief systems - even scientific ones.
A scientific community depends heavily on funding from political or
corporate bodies. Scientists have to put a twist on their efforts to
raise funds. They have to accommodate the interests and belief
systems of those in power. In this way - greed, business, and political
forces shape the focus of
scientific research - and can bias measurement technique and data
interpretation.
If we are flexible, adaptable and willing to explore - our world model
can be built on a very different foundation - one that is more
creative,
humane and more responsive to personal discoveries and in general more
open
towards questioning it's own foundation - thereby leading to
improvements in it's own foundation.
We use our world model (consciously or unconsciously) to interpret our
world and our experiences and memories. We see life from
our own personal perspective. We frequently overlook the fact that
there are many perspectives - and that our own perspective
is technically limited - as are the perspectives of others. We
generally choose
to ignore or actively reject the fact that our perspective
is limited.
A narrow mind is unwilling to entertain the possibility
that another's perspective has value - and may be worthy of
consideration and exploration.
Those who are imprisoned by their beliefs are unwilling to accept the
infallibility of their own perspective.
So-called divine knowledge is also limited - there is no such thing as
an absolute knowledge - at least in a form that is available to us.
There is
nothing divine about anything that becomes part of the human
domain of knowledge and belief. All experiences, even of the divine,
are all subject to misinterpretation, misunderstanding, limitations of
perspective, influence of survival-tribal drives, and poor hearing.
Even if we were to have a divine experience, our ability to communicate
that experience to others is limited - this is evidenced by the
cultural and tribal influences that dominate religions - and by the
very high degree of ambiguity and self-contradiction in most of the
religious texts. Even if God spoke to the best of us, we would still
get the message wrong.
All
we know and ever will know is tentative and incomplete.
There will always be a discovery that can radically alter how we
see and work with the world.
We all hope that our learnings will lead to a better life, or bring us
to a better understanding of our existence. Compared to knowledge,
beliefs
are even more tentative, less complete and of even more limited
perspective. We become very dependent on our beliefs, so consequently
we are more defensive against criticism of them, and we are more
willing to sidestep facts that contradict them. Therefore, they are
more likely to become disconnected from reality, more likely to prevent
us from becoming flexible and adaptive, and more likely to make us
aggressive and oppressive.
The
dangers of clinging to knowledge and belief
Knowledge, ideas and beliefs are like
places to visit on our journey of
exploration: if you get stuck in any of them, your journey ceases, but
avoid them and you will miss some enlightening insight or healing
wisdom. On
the other hand - if you have ever
felt threatened when your knowledge or beliefs are challenged, then you
have directly experienced within yourself the root of all injustice,
violence, exploitation and war. When we
allow primitive survival instincts and emotions to be entangled with
our
knowledge and beliefs - we become prone to fear and hate - or seek to
destroy even the most harmless things that (even slightly)
challenge our basic assumptions and habits of thought/emotion. We would
even destroy our own sense of reality and
truth.
When you
cling to knowledge or belief as if it was something absolute,
beyond
uncertainty, or even if you feel that a belief is essential to your
survival - then the belief system -
the idea - the ideology - and therefore each one of us - becomes the
creator of
territorial conflicts and violence.
The
animal brain - your inner animal
Within each human is an
animal brain - our "inner animal". It is the home of the survival
instincts, the fight-or-flight-or-freeze responses, the triggers of
basic emotions and moods. It's also the home of tribal, social and
family instincts - we share some primitive forms of compassion, social
responsibility, and even the spirit of sharing and generosity with some
animals. Evolution is much more than survival of the fittest -
evolution rewards those who feel, explore and respect the vast web of
interconnectedness in nature - such explorers will discover more
creative and powerful currents of evolution.
When thoughts and emotions enter your consciousness, you
are actually experiencing interactions between many kinds of energies
that move within the physical
body. Complex structures of
biological, cellular and neural memories come together to shape and
direct these energies. Memories of various types
- genetic, experiential, learned - are the fabric of our "inner
model of reality".
Our primitive brain was educated by nature through evolution to
develop several talents - including basic survival instincts.
Primal emotions come into being in
this primitive brain. Emotions evolve through the effects of
innumerable
types of arousal and aversion on the structures of the primitive
brain. With thousands of years of learning to live with nature,
our emotional complexes come to improve upon those basic survival
drives. We develop more sophisticated
forms of emotion-driven memory.
Exploration is essential to survival
- leading us to discover better ways of living that allow broader
exploration. On the other hand, survival needs also tend to place
boundaries on our explorations. The limits of our capabilities tend to
shape these boundaries.
Collectively these instinctive, emotional and primitive memory organs
form the main portion of an animal's brain.
The
spacious mind
The spacious mind moves in a region
of the brain that has potential for
being highly creative and a great problem solver. It allows the
emergence of states of mind able to explore beyond the basic drives,
habits and conditioning associated with the animal brain. It allows
playful creative states of thought, creative evaluation of memories,
novel formation and adaptation of ideas and abstract concepts,
imagination, inner vision, exploration and creation of new states of
consciousness.
There are large regions of the brain
with highly fractal
organization - capable of creating, searching for and
organizing highly complex associations - which are the foundations
of knowledge. Few species have nervous systems that can entertain
this level of complexity. This larger region of the
brain is a space in which
there grows new kinds of memory, new kinds of thinking, and new ways of
steering
the emotions.
These regions - the pre-frontal cortex and others - are
the medium in which a more spacious mind can come into being -
"spacious" because it has many opportunities to operate
outside the confining influences of our inner animal - it has the
potential to be free of our conditioned nature.
Relationship
between the inner animal and the spacious mind
Our potential is
more likely to be actualized when the animal brain and the spacious
mind work together in a way that is free of the influence of
attachments and aversions, cravings and fears. The influence of these
attachments and aversions are intensified under the control of our
reactive conditioned ego - this ego is formed when the animal brain
shapes and restrains the energies and structures of the spacious mind
in a way that inhibits exploration.
This spacious mind is barely conditioned at birth. It
becomes more conditioned with time. It's early conditioning is
dominated
by the animal brain, and most of us remain dominated by the
animal brain for most of our lives. Some people make an effort to
consciously teach the spacious mind - to develop knowledge and
analytical skills. Others train it for imaginative, artistic, creative
skills. A few are able to integrate many different skills, talents,
perspectives - to seek an optimal balance between many diverse and
sometimes opposing beings. All this is what we call intelligence and
creativity.
The emotional inner animal has many
channels of influence on how the
spacious mind grows. So, the spacious mind has fewer
opportunities to come to it's full potential while the emotional inner
animal is constantly over-stimulated or turbulent. When there is a
state of healthy cooperation between the inner animal and the spacious
mind
- there are more opportunities for fruitful inner exploration.
When all
parts of the brain sense that cooperation and integration can benefit
them all, then the mind can discover many opportunities to be launched
into new worlds of inner exploration.
Complex
living networks of sensory energies
There are innumerable kinds of inner
senses. Inner senses and consciousness go hand in hand. They are the
same.
Shifts in consciousness occur when emphasis changes from one inner
sensory network to another.
There used to be a theory that the
mind is an inner sense. The theory
was weak because it did not realize that there are many more than one
single inner sense. Consciousness is made from many kinds of inner
sense.
Many of the processes in the
brain and body each have some form of
sensing mechanism. There are many different types of these processes
and senses. Bring all
these sensory mechanisms together under some integrative global
mechanisms, and you have consciousness - the outcome of the complex
living sensory fields that emerge from cooperation between billions of
cellular-level processes.
The mind comes from many different types of sensory biological
mechanisms
coming together in the field of your life forces. Mind is the outcome
of many inner senses - ranging from the sense mechanisms within living
cells, to higher order
mechanisms that emerge when billions of tiny components work together.
These vast networks of inner senses
are capable of resonance - of
tuning in to other networks within one's own body. While alive, the
living creature sustains this highly integrated state which in turn
generates a living field that is responsive to changes at all levels of
our inner being, and to changes in our environment. Disruptions in our
ability to sustain high levels of integration in this living field
leads to all kinds of problems.
We should be
open to the possibility that our networks of inner senses can tune in
to networks in other people, in other biological
systems, maybe even
non-physical entities in other universes, or even to the source of all
things.
Creating
new senses
We can create new forms of senses -
inner and outer. Sensory evolution
can be influenced by our inner state of being. Integration is the key
to creating new senses. By exploring primitive inner senses and
integrating them in creative and imaginative ways - we form new ways of
sensing inner processes, and the fields of life that connect all living
things.
These networks of inner senses are
higher order processes that emerge
from billions of simpler biological processes working together. Within
these fields, there are even higher order fields and processes that
simply don't exist outside these complex biofields.
All of these fields can work together to
form or alter the nature and abilities of our inner senses.
In this way, we have the potential create new forms of inner senses,
new kinds of consciousness.
Basic
drives and our conditioned nature
The spacious mind begins as an almost
empty canvas - the picture that
emerges on that canvas is what defines us. These pictures are painted
by our experiences and
by biological forces.
Living cells respond to nutrients by
absorbing them, and respond to damaging
substances by repelling or avoiding them. Put billions of different
cells together
in a highly integrated system, and you have a creature that is a highly
complex collection of myriads of processes that conflict or cooperate
with each other in a huge variety of ways .... this a a structured but
chaotic system ... dependent on balances between both conflicting and
cooperating processes on a vast scale...
These basic forces of attraction and repulsion at the cellular level
affect how the whole organism feels, thinks and acts. At higher levels
of organization - attraction and repulsion become clinging and
aversion. As the mechanisms of memory become more diverse and complex -
these behavioral forces become emotions, mood tendencies, desires. At
this level living creatures are deeply
driven to acquire sources of pleasure, strive for a comfort or
security
zone, and respond to threats by running, fighting or freezing.
That is, by this vast collection of basic cellular forces - you
have the human, with all it's survival drives, emotions
and desires. The most fundamental drives are aversion and
grasping. Through these forces of behavior, the living creature becomes
conditioned, programmed, to find a set of behaviors that matches it's
basic needs to it's environment.
Grasping-aversion manifest at all levels of a creature's being. In
humans
the animal brain is dominated by the fight-flight-freeze conditioning
in the limbic system of the brain. Emotions are shaped by our moods and
by the
fight-flight response. Within this framing, our emotions have evolved
to seek companionship, community, comfort, cooperation - and offers
compassion, giving, sharing in return. This all depends on the
cultural, tribal and family training. Unfortunately many cultures tend
towards
aggression, war-seeking and killing - these occur in cultures that
operate without compassion, giving and sharing - in which it's people
are
constantly exposed to threatening situations. In a culture that
emphasizes power and domination of any kind - in which it's people are
trained
to be war-like or to have expectations of conflict - act's of violence
infect all levels of that culture's existence.
Conditioned nature can change because living creatures are adaptable. A
culture of violence can change as the people begin to see that they are
simply programmed "animals" trained by the conditioning forces within
their culture. When you see that you are nothing more than a slave to
conditioning - your spirit of exploration kicks in - and you start to
look for alternatives. Be careful, however. Those who have a vested
interest in keeping our culture bounded to conflict and violence will
try all means possible to distract you from creating new kinds of
culture that might lead to more peaceful, intelligent and creative ways
of solving global problems ....
Self-sustaining
stress
So much of our inner being is
dominated
by stress-conditioning that it becomes it's own source of stress. When
exposed to the wilds of nature, our basic fight-flight-freeze responses
improve our chances of escaping a predator, or of catching some food,
or hiding from some danger, or finding a mate. When these same
responses are constantly aroused by ideas, or social, cultural,
family,
environmental, religious or political forces - then we have destructive
stress. When our minds and emotions are conditioned by exposure to this
destructive stress - our own minds and emotions turn against us by
self-stimulating those same responses.
Our bodies can sustain a high level
of arousal for some time. If sustained beyond this healthful interval,
the body starts to anticipate extended periods of arousal and begins to
shut down many of it's healing processes. The brain also begins to
reprogram itself to lower it's threshold of tolerance. In time, the
brain becomes easily aroused, meaning that our inner healing processes
are less effective for more of the time. Our ability to relax, rest and
heal diminishes.
Where do these arousals come from?
Primitive humans would respond to threats (predators), or to
opportunities (preys) by automatically elevating energy levels, thanks
to the fight/flight/freeze response, and sexual/feeding drives.
Humans also encounter threats and
opportunities within their culture, religion, family, society - and
also within their own imaginations and reflections. These invented
threats/opportunities elevate our level of arousal just as those
natural events do. Our invented threats/opportunities are also more
persistent - they explode into our consciousness almost constantly.
This all acts to keep us at a high
level of arousal most of the time. Our heart rate will elevate while
thinking about some situation. Our blood pressure is kept high
more of the time. Our brains start to focus more and more on the things
that keep us aroused. Eventually the capacity of our brains to support
explorative and expansive activities diminishes. Our ability to heal
also diminishes.
This is the state of self-sustaining
stress. It is a common state of being - almost all humans are captured
in this state. It is a state in which negative destructive emotions and
urges flourish - and is responsible for leading the human race towards
fear, greed, hate, rage, distrust, readiness to anger, and eventually
leads to uncontrollable lust for power, territorial ambitions,
conflict, killing, and war.
This
feeling of being empty, lost, frustrated, afraid, anxious - our inner
pains
At many times in our lives
we have felt some inner discomfort or pain -
a feeling of emptiness or a painful sense of loss - or unbearable
frustration, fear or anxiety. These inner pains stimulate our basic
survival responses. We feel we have to be constantly on the move,
looking for anything to
distract us from these inner pains. Or we may feel anger or rage at
whatever we feel is the cause of our pain. Seek the source of
this pain
and there's a chance you will be liberated from it. If you continue to
fight or fuel these inner pains, you will fall deeper into the clutches
of self-sustaining stress.
Self-sustaining stress is fueled by
those states of being that arise in response to these inner pains. They
can be either conscious or unconscious.
At the root of all this is grasping and aversion...
... the type of grasping that begins
when DNA learns to hold onto a gene sequence, or a cell clutching to
some nutrients, and leads to (for example) someone afraid to let
go of a memory, or leading to furious greed and ambition.
... the type of aversion that begins
when DNA learns to reject a gene sequence, or a cell repelling another
kind of cell, and leads to (for example) someone running away
from a memory, or fearing and hating someone or something unfamiliar.
In the spirit of inner exploration,
discover ways of letting go of all grasping and aversion. Only then
will you have even a tiny chance for discovering the source of all
things. But it's not easy to practice this deep level of letting go. We
need to learn how to let go, to release, at ever deeper levels. This is
a never-ending learning - but every step brings some healing - and
takes us closer to freedom from pain and fear.
As this releasing goes to deeper levels, we begin to sense a connection
between all things, an intimacy with all things that transcends time
and space - these come as we remove the obstacles to being aware of the
spiritual energies that move within the Great Spirit - which are a
transcendent, boundless, ego-less and non-physical kind of love. All
existence is a dance within this timeless spirit of boundless
love.
Inner
healing
Moods are states of mind and body.
They are sets of biological
processes and changes. Moods determine which kinds of emotions
steer
our energies and they determine the tone of our actions. Moods and
emotions interact with states
of mind, beliefs, thoughts, memories and other kinds of inner
conditioning. Positive emotions and moods provide opportunities for the
mind and body to heal themselves. These positive emotions
include compassion,
forgiveness, generosity,
patience, humility, gentleness, peacefulness. Certain kinds of
moods give plenty of playtime to these positive emotions - they
are
moods that emerge in states of peacefulness, exploration, creativity,
wisdom, integration and openness. Our inner healing forces shape and
give strength to these positive webs of mood, emotion and states -
while our inner healing forces are in turn formed from these same webs
- they are intertwined, interdependent. We need to constantly explore
and
nurture those inner healing forces, and those positive calming states
of mind, mood and emotion - and firmly plant their seeds in our
hearts
and the hearts of others.
When our inner being is dominated by
self-sustaining stress, then our emotions, thoughts, beliefs,
recollections and state of mind are negatively programmed - we become
trapped in negative conditioning - our ego becomes rigid, inflexible -
we loose the capacity to explore and grow new inner senses - we're in
the rigid ego syndrome.
When someone's inner animal is
constantly pushed, it becomes easily aroused due to the condition of
self-sustaining stress. Constant stimulation of the
fight-flight-freeze responses will result in them being stuck in the
"on state" for longer periods of time - and more easily triggered. We
need to help ourselves and others recognize these
conditions, and to encourage ourselves to explore ways of inner
healing. We need to explore ways of teaching that help us all to
recognize these conditions of self-sustaining stress.
Sometimes we sense our inner condition, and begin to seek ways of
healing. These are moments of profound transformation.
We need to overcome the effects of
self-sustaining stress. We need to sooth the inner animal - find ways
to stop it from being over-aroused for long periods of time. We need to
reprogram the spacious mind to work it's way out of it's negative
conditioning. We need to find ways to commune with our inner being, to
sense the forces at play within us. We need to begin nurturing positive
emotions, the healing forces, of compassion, forgiveness, generosity,
patience. One step towards fulfilling these needs is to explore the
various kinds of meditation
methods, mindfulness, awareness training, relaxation. Learn to sense
the forces of clinging and aversion, and learn to let go, to release
from the grip of these forces.
By shedding those things that hold us
in this rigid-ego-syndrome, we begin to discover the wholeness and
richness of our inner being. It's like cleaning dirt off a mirror
- as the dullness is swept away, we begin to see with increasing
clarity that there are many
more different types of reflections of reality than we could ever
imagine.
Our inner being is a reflection of
all that we and our ancestors experienced. When we are dominated by the
rigid ego, we are mostly affected by the negative, self-limiting forces
within our conditioned nature. With a little guidance and training, we
can begin to explore ways of lifting our minds and hearts out of our
limited nature.
One of the most influential and destructive emotions is fear.
Especially fear of death. Why do we fear death? Is it because our sense
of identity is based on a sense of continuity of our desires and
memories? Are we deeply afraid that death is the ultimate threat
to the continuity of our sense of self? What really happens when we
die? All things physical
die. Are there some aspects of our being that are not physical? What of
those parts of us that
are built on the discoveries of our connections to the timeless
infinite Spirit? Is there some aspect of these discoveries that are not
physical? Are those things lost too? Or are they somehow
remembered for eternity in the heart of the Spirit - and in the
hearts of all those who engage in the same kind of exploration? In
other words - when you die, ego-identity-self dies too - but the
results of your explorations could be stored in the Web of Spirit -
that vast matrix of diverse/subtle living fields, resonances and
interconnected energies that moves within the infinite Spirit.
Is
there a mysterious component of our being that is not physical? Has
anyone ever encountered it?
Is there anything in this Web of Spirit that can carry part of us
beyond physical death?
How would you find out? Is it meaningful to seek the answer from our
numerous religions? They will give you a prepackaged answer based on
their belief system - which is likely to be tainted by political and
territorial influences. Is that the way to seek truth?
We need to explore free and independent avenues of spiritual
exploration. Without sincere exploration there
are only fictitious beliefs about these issues, manipulated by those
who seek control of your hearts and minds through the fear of pain and
death.
Inner healing demands letting go, inner/spiritual exploration,
and especially demands that you move away from those who believe they
have an absolute right to dictate what you should believe.
Great
Spirit
There is something
mysterious, vast, timeless - all things exist within it. It can not be
fully comprehended. Occasionally we might sense it's presence. Whenever
we try to describe it, we only succeed to mislead.
Just as inner senses, intelligence and emotions emerge during the
evolution of complex and highly integrated living organisms, there is
also a sense that the universe and the energies with which it plays,
also show some kind of cosmic-scale intelligence. This is not the
intelligence of a "creator god" -
but is the natural outcome of the evolution of the universe itself. It
seems to emerge out of
evolutionary processes taking place for billions of years on a cosmic
scale - as some strange and mysterious aspect of the universe's vast
degree of integrated complexity.
In other words, the Great Spirit is the intelligence of the universe -
it evolves along with the evolution of the universe.
Now, at some much larger scale of cosmic reality, there are many more
dimensions that are
not dominated by space-time. In those dimensions beyond space-time,
there is
a state of existence that is timeless - there is a sense that time
does not unfold as we know it. All moments of time are present as a
single timeless structure of energy that moves in unrecognizable ways.
All
points in space are present in a single point while each point
reflects
infinity. Through
mysterious transformations, this multidimensional field of energies
takes on the dance of time and space. Time and space are the side
effects of some cosmic maneuvering taking place in a higher dimensional
mode of being.
In those higher dimensions, the cosmic intelligence
(that appears to evolve in this universe) has always been in existence
in it's fullness. In
this realm of spacelesness and timelessness - there is this unity and
completeness of the Great Spirit.
In other words, the Great Spirit that seems to grow along
with the evolution of this universe, is also the Great Spirit that
exists in completeness beyond these dimensions of space and time -
before, during and after, outside and inside the realm of all known
existence.
Mysteriously this Great Spirit is all things - including us
- all stuff and all stufflessness is one!
Somehow, the Great Spirit is a timeless spaceless unity - a creative
intelligence - complete but evolving - beyond all
knowing - both created and uncreated ....
Yet somehow, the Great Spirit is also none of these things -
because these "things" are our mental models of the mysterious
movements of the Great Spirit - and our models are always incredibly
inadequate.
When the Great Spirit moves - energy is mysteriously transformed within
it's own being, a thought
happens, an eye blinks, infinite universes are created and dissolved,
all things move as one, and infinitely diverse pulses of energy
are given a chance to explore space and time - to play with the
notion of bringing sense and comprehension to the darkness. The Great
Spirit's transformations of energies leads to separation of energies -
forming light and dark forms of matter and energy - which go hand in
hand with the evolution of space and time.
Belief in the Great Spirit is always
limited and always becomes
troublesome. On the positive side, this belief acts as an inspiration
for further exploration. On the negative side - to cling to a belief
is a distraction from spiritual and inner exploration.
To allow a
belief to inspire further exploration is the way of wisdom - it is the
way of heaven. To indulge
in fixation on a single belief system is the path of self-destruction -
it is the way of hell.
No matter how clear and pure our vision of the Great Spirit - any ideas
we develop from this vision of the Great Spirit are
riddled with speculation and uncertainty.
Sometimes we are visited with a primal vision or intuition that points
to a
presence that is beyond space and time. This is often an intensely
clear vision or intuition.
If you have ever had this vision, you will understand that there is an
overwhelming sense of sharing this presence with
every point of space - with all living creatures. It brings together
all moments of time in a state
of timelessness. The human brain becomes very awake when it is touched
by this experience - but the forces of grasping and aversion have been
put to rest, at least for a moment. As these forces sleep, the mind
becomes quiet, thought ceases to consume the brain, emotions are
softened, mood becomes peaceful and gentle, dormant sensitivities begin
to awaken and you begin to sense the energies that connect life's
diverse manifestations.
Again - any beliefs about something as vast
as this Great Spirit must be flawed. But
as long as we don't become dependent on those beliefs, the notion
of some infinite cosmic being or unity can spur new avenues of
exploration. It is this inspiration to explore that gives the belief
some healing
value - but - it is territorial attachment to this belief that leads to
violence.